After two of the people closest to me (Nataly [bff] & Francisco [bro]) pushing me to talk about love, i finally wrote this lol Amazing feeling that can bring many smiles or many tears depending on your individual experience(s) but for sure it leaves you memories and lessons you will never forget. I am 22 [ yet feeling like 30 lol ] and have not had many experiences when it comes to it. However, I rather have quality experiences than quantity. This does not mean every experience was amazing. Hey, I had a couple for heartbreaks as well. I gotta say it frustrates me that for some people it is easy to use the word "LOVE" when they want to express their feeling without even realizing whether it is love or not. So maybe I should start by giving my personal definition about love.
L.O.V.E, the feeling we all go after yet some have and take for granted; and others live loving the one they cant have for whatever reason. It is so simple but complicated at the same time. There are "formulas" for it yet not all of them workout. Love is having deep feelings for that special one not only physically- attraction or lust-but also actually like, love and accept the whole person. Even though when you
are in love, you want to be with the one you love no matter what, you will not
be selfish. Love is caring about that person and want the best for them
even if it means to walk away and let them go. However, you will
give everything in your power to make it work before "giving up" will be an option
to consider. True love will never die even if the relationship ends. Yet it
will be transformed in a special appreciation for that person and
what you both lived together.
So far I've been in love twice in my life. Funny story both people share the same first name initial haha thats why I will call them Mr. A-1 and Mr. A-2 :) for privacy reasons plus they already know the stories lol...Let's Start 1,2,3,go!
Innocent love with Mr.A-1 I was in my senior year back in H.S. With only 16 years old I had my first true love. It was pretty innocent and amazing. He was/is a very amazing guy. Hey! thats why I ended up loving him even though he had to work for it because I was an stubborn lady. We were together for a year and the relationship was one of the best one I've had. We went through so much together but always together and trying to support each other in every way possible. The only reason why it ended was because I decided to move here (US). I don't know if it would have lasted longer or not or we could have gotten married ( joke) We are still friends and we will be there for each other during the darkest moments even after each one of us has followed the path we did. I will always care for him and his happiness. I am glad he is happy. I am sure his son will always be proud of him because he is working so hard to give him the best in the world.
Wake up love with Mr. A-2 So after 5 years, dated couple other guys and some heartbreaks; I met this guy. Gotta say every single guy I have ever dated is different from each other but this one was definitely DIFFERENT in many ways ( good ones though). I believe opposite poles attract each other because they will complement each other [at least in this case]. We were friends for about 6 months before we started dating. He broke some walls I had built up to protect myself which scare every single bone in my body and this is why I call this love story "wake up love" . It was the first time I have ever discussed about a future with someone and actually picture it and all. He has helped me to see things I didn't before and been there for me as much as he can. He means the world to me and whatever happens in our lives will never destruct this feeling. I will always be there for him to support him in everything I can. Hopefully the role I will have in his life is the same that I want but If not, I am sure he will be happy because he deserves it.
After the drastic changes I have gone through lately, I feel I have been blessed with the people I was/ have been in love, the ones who are closed to me ( friends & relatives) and everything I have. I am definitely a very strong person who will follow her heart and pursuit her happiness in every aspect of my life (personal, professional and family). I hope one of my many dreams ( having my own family and children) will happen soon enough and also get far in life [career whise] because I want the people I love to be proud of me. Now I have two beautiful angels in heaven who will definitely guide my path.
So far I've been in love twice in my life. Funny story both people share the same first name initial haha thats why I will call them Mr. A-1 and Mr. A-2 :) for privacy reasons plus they already know the stories lol...Let's Start 1,2,3,go!
Innocent love with Mr.A-1 I was in my senior year back in H.S. With only 16 years old I had my first true love. It was pretty innocent and amazing. He was/is a very amazing guy. Hey! thats why I ended up loving him even though he had to work for it because I was an stubborn lady. We were together for a year and the relationship was one of the best one I've had. We went through so much together but always together and trying to support each other in every way possible. The only reason why it ended was because I decided to move here (US). I don't know if it would have lasted longer or not or we could have gotten married ( joke) We are still friends and we will be there for each other during the darkest moments even after each one of us has followed the path we did. I will always care for him and his happiness. I am glad he is happy. I am sure his son will always be proud of him because he is working so hard to give him the best in the world.
Wake up love with Mr. A-2 So after 5 years, dated couple other guys and some heartbreaks; I met this guy. Gotta say every single guy I have ever dated is different from each other but this one was definitely DIFFERENT in many ways ( good ones though). I believe opposite poles attract each other because they will complement each other [at least in this case]. We were friends for about 6 months before we started dating. He broke some walls I had built up to protect myself which scare every single bone in my body and this is why I call this love story "wake up love" . It was the first time I have ever discussed about a future with someone and actually picture it and all. He has helped me to see things I didn't before and been there for me as much as he can. He means the world to me and whatever happens in our lives will never destruct this feeling. I will always be there for him to support him in everything I can. Hopefully the role I will have in his life is the same that I want but If not, I am sure he will be happy because he deserves it.
After the drastic changes I have gone through lately, I feel I have been blessed with the people I was/ have been in love, the ones who are closed to me ( friends & relatives) and everything I have. I am definitely a very strong person who will follow her heart and pursuit her happiness in every aspect of my life (personal, professional and family). I hope one of my many dreams ( having my own family and children) will happen soon enough and also get far in life [career whise] because I want the people I love to be proud of me. Now I have two beautiful angels in heaven who will definitely guide my path.
