Starts With Goodbye [ By C.U]

I was sitting on my doorstep I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, But I knew I had to do it And he wouldn't understand, So hard to see myself without him I felt a piece of my heart break, But when you're standing at a crossroad There's a choice you gotta make.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt I guess I'm gonna have to cry And let go of some things I've loved To get to the other side I guess it's gonna break me down Like falling when you try to fly It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye. 

I know there's a blue horizon, Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me, Getting there means leaving things behind Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

Time, time heals, The wounds that you feel, Somehow, right now.

P.D  
This song reminds me of the day I had to leave the U.S for a couple of month even though I knew it will affect my life is so many ways and it  did. I would take the same decision if I had to because it was the last two month I could spend with my mother even though if affected my personal life in a very negative way. Yet I know everything that happened since then has helped me grown and appreciate what I have and hope to have once again even though that its not only up to me... If its meant to happen it will because destiny and both of us ( mr.A2 and Me) will make it happen.. so time will tell.. soon cuz the expiration time is about to arrive

Lessosns Learned by C.U

There's some things that I regret Some words I wish had gone unsaid Some starts that had some better endings Been some bad times I've been through Damage I cannot undoSome things, I wish I could do all all over again But it don't really matter, life gets that much harder It makes you that much stronger Some pages turned, some bridges burned But there were lessons learned Every tear that had to fall from my eyes

Everyday I wonder how I get through the night Every change, life has thrown me I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every time Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned

There's mistakes that I have made Some chances I just threw away Some roads, I never should've taken Been some signs I shouldn't see Hearts that I hurt needlessly Some roads that I wish I could have one more chance to make But it don't make no difference The past can't be rewritten, you get the life you're given

All the things that break you, all the things that make you strong
You can't change the past, 'cause it's gone And nothing's gotta go, because they are gone
Lessons learned