Not The Woman For You...

Warning: This post may be for someone(s) or no-one...figure it out!

Once someone told me love is like a war.. easy to begin but difficult to"end".. I not necessarily believe "true love" ends... but I do agree with that to a certain extend. There are some people who can totally fall madly in love quickly if they are not careful. On the other hand, there are people that may have everything you look for BUT you can only see them as friends even if you try... the connection is not there....Now the tricky part is to confront those feelings... to maybe even speak up and confess them... Do you have anything to lose?Yes?No?... Definitely sometimes the stories don't exactly have the ending you want but it doesn't mean it is not a "happy ending". Sometimes you just gotta be sure of what you are, want and deserve... Here are my reason why I may not be the woman for you.. not you...YOU!

1. I am not a woman for you because I know what I look in a man. However, you change your mind every minute. 
2. I am not the woman for you because if I take a chance with you(or someone), I do it sure and not thinking that it may fail. I want something that will last. On the other hand, If I don't have feeling for someone I find the way to let them on and lead them on. I give fair shot before making a final decision.
3. I am not the woman for you because I am faithful and I am not sure you know what that means. Keep in mind when you cheat, you are enabling the other person to cheat on you. If you were my partner, it would be on me if I want to disappear on you forever or I want to even out the score. You would never know when, how, with who or how many times... Wanna play the game?
4. I am not the woman for you because I am not a girl who runs away when things get complicated like you do. I will try to find the best solution and not throw my relationship away like it means nothing... I am ready to fight for my happiness and overcome any obstacle that may try to bring it down while you are still caring about what people may think.
5. I am not the woman for you because I am ready to know the world but you cannot get out of your comfort zone.
6. I am not the woman for you because I will care like no other before. I will want the best for you, support you as much as I can and want to have open communication. However, you just want things your way.
7. I am not the woman for you because I will keep it real. I will not agree with everything you think or believe. You want someone who will follow your commands instead of complementing your life.
8. I'm not the woman for you because you look at me thinking "what if things would be different?".  Unlike you, I would make things different and risk it giving it a shot.
9. I am not the woman for you because I may want you to make me feel secure but I am also independent. I want my voice to be heard and respected. 
10. I am not the woman for you because I want an old fashion type of love. I want the romance. The man to be the one who conquers my heart.  I may want to share my love, my happiness on social media. However, I don't want the love nowadays that everything is based only in sex and materialistic things. I want more than that...

I dont consider myself an easy woman to treat , get to know or love. Hell I am a very complex person. Not always willing to put down my walls. However, I do try to improve myself each day. I am the woman who dreams about building a home with someone who will choose me everyday and put the effort to have a beautiful family together.. Yeah yeah Who knows if that would even happen....yet it doesn't hurt to dream right? Either way I know my priority is to be happy with myself and my life before bringing another person to the equation... For now I know I rather be single than "settle" or hurt someone...I guess I may change my minds when someone great comes along... Time to focus on me till someone shakes/awakens my heart again...