Never Been Hurt [By D.L]

I felt picture perfect
On and off a shelf to a broken frame of mind, a broken frame of mind
It comes back and haunts me
A bullet undercover, it fooled me every time, it fooled me every time

But even if I lose it all
I've got so much left to give, I won't give up, no, no
My heart's on the front-line, I'm not afraid

I will love you
Like I've never been hurt
Run through fire for you
Like I've never been burned.
I'm gonna risk it all like I've never lost
Gonna give it all I've got
I will love you,
I will love like I've never been hurt, never been hurt

You set fire to ashes
You fought through the darkness and brought me back to life, you brought me back to life

I will love like I've never been hurt, never been hurt

I will love you and forever
I will love you like I never
Like I never heard goodbye
Like I never heard a lie
Like I'm falling into love for the first time

Been Lying [By R.O]

Don't wear my shades to be cool
I wear them to hide my tears from you
Behind the smoke I'm so red eye
And I'm tired of you asking why
I said I've been lying to you
And I've been lying to me too

My heart has been through hell and back
I've only dressed in pretty and black
Middle finger when it comes to love
Act like I don't really give a fuck
Cause I've been lying to you
I said I've been lying to me too

I've been lying, lying to you
Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too
I've been lying, lying to you
Baby I've been lying, lying to me, too

I don't always say what I want to say
I tattoo myself to show my pain
Don't lead in a crowded space even though we're both face to face
Cause I've been lying to you
Said I've been lying to me too

Hurry up and wake for the spotlight
Looks like another whisky night
What's inside they never expose
They only see what the camera shows
Cause I've been lying to you
Said I've been lying to me too, noo


It's like the whole world's getting at me
Tryin to make everyone happy, that ain't me
Walking around, wearing a smile, but deep down I'm really fucked up, this ain't me
I don't wanna quit, tryin to hang with this
And figure out who the hell I am
I don't mean to make you run away
But I don't wanna forget to be me

The truth is I don't wanna lose you
But I don't wanna lose me too

Heart by Heart {By D.L]

When your soul finds the soul it was waiting for 
When someone walks into your heart through an open door
When your hand finds the hand it was meant to hold
Don't let go
Someone comes into your world
Suddenly your world has changed forever

No there's no one else's eyes
That could see into me
No one else's arms can lift
Lift me up so high
Your love lifts me out of time
And you know my heart by heart

When you're one with the one you were meant to be find
Everything falls in place, all the stars align
When you're touched by the cloud that has touched your soul
Don't let go
Someone comes into your life
It's like they've been in your life forever

So now we've found our way to find each other
So now I found my way, to you

Two Pieces [By D.L]

There's a boy, lost his way, looking for someone to play

There's a girl in the window tears rolling down her face

We're only lost children, trying to find a friend

Trying to find our way back home

We don't know where to go, so I'll just get lost with you

We'll never fall apart, 'cause we fit together right, we fit together right

These dark clouds over me, rain down and roll away

We'll never fall apart, 'cause we fit together like

Two pieces of a broken heart

I know where we could go and never feel let down again

We could build sandcastles, I'll be the queen, you'll be my king

We're only lost children, trying to find a friend

Trying to find our way back home

Now I can lay my head down and fall asleep

Oh, but I don't have to fall asleep to see my dreams

'Cause right there in front of me (right there in front of me)

There's a boy, lost his way, looking for someone to play

There's a boy, lost his way, looking for someone to play

"The Man I Want To Be"

God, I'm down here on my knees
'Cause it's the last place left to fall
Beggin' for another chance
If there's any chance at all
That You might still be listenin'
Lovin' and forgivin' guys like me

I've spent my whole life
Gettin' it all wrong
And I sure could use Your help
'Cause from now on

I want to be a good man
A do like I should man
I want to be the kind of man
The mirror likes to see

I want to be a strong man
And admit that I was wrong man
God, I'm asking You to come change me
Into the man I want to be

If there's anyway for her and me
To make another start
Could You see what You could do
To put some love back in her heart?
'Cause it goin' to take a miracle
After all I've done to really make her see

That I want to be a stay man
I want to be a brave man
I want to be the kind of man
She sees in her dreams

God, I want to be Your man
And I want to be her man
God, I only hope she still believes
In the man I want to be

Well, I know this late at night the talk is cheap
But Lord, don't give up on me

I want to be a givin' man
I want to really start livin', man
God, I'm asking You to come change me
Into the man I want to be

Things You May not Know About Me [Part V]

• I've wanted to go to the Christmas tree with the person I would be dating or like ( When I do.. still single for now lol) but for one reason or another never happened yet :(
• I've seen three men cried over me. Two exes and the other one was my uncle. All of them because I was leaving one way or another. I like seeing a man cry - when its for real and not just pretend- because it shows me he is not afraid to be vulnerable and destroy all "macho" stereotypes that has been created by society ( not necessary to get to the same point]
• No matter who is or how I feel about a person, it is very easy to say good by when someone don't respect or value me  and don't look back. 
• When I am in a relationship I respect it in every way and give my all. 
• Can't handle people who don't know how to have a life outside a relationship. I know relationships need time and all but you shouldn't make it the center of your world and push the other people away. You should have and put the same effort in your personal life (friends and love), familiar and professional life. Balance!
• I don't usually " spill the beans" right away. It's the way I am, my personality. I don't play games or have a certain attitude  NO!. I say how I feel when I feel secure enough or I feel its the moment. 
• I am horrible at giving gifts because I never know what to get for the person lol no matter the occasion ( birthdays, anniversary , holidays, etc). I appreciate when the person gives me options! xD just saying XD
• I have improved in many ways but still getting better.
• Forgiving is very hard for me as for anyone. I am still in the process when it comes to 3 particular people. 
• I am more aware that people make mistakes but it depends on the vibes the person gives me for me to think about giving a chance ( in case it is more then the second)
• I LOVE kids XD
• I try to give a little present to my close family every time I go visit .. idk why but I do no matter how much they cost :3
• One of my biggest dreams is to get married and start a family.
• Sometimes I am the rock for people even when I am broken down.
• I listen to music everyday.
• I never know when a guy has a crush on me, likes me or is in love with me XD
• I am trying to be more girly.. but still a little tomboy as well XD 
• I am starting to be more interesting into make up and  fashion xD once again trying to connect to my feminine side I guess 
• Betrayal is the one thing that will make me forget about someone and eliminate them from my life.
• I am a hopeless romantic who believe in love and loves roses and all that... but I still try to see love realistically because it will never be perfect.
• what I look in a partner : consistency, stability, respect, faithfulness  & loyalty.
• Things I but the most : food XD , shoes, make up, jewelry.
• I am trying to have a better diet and exercise even though sometimes I lack of motivation :3 
• People may not see the changes or moves I make because I like to go slow but consistent and going forward even during the hardest times and storms. 

Across Five Aprils - A Year From Now

Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours. In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst.Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark,

I still have these memories, But we'll never see what we could have been.Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?

Remember, cause that's all you can do.

I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real.You said they were, what happened? You were a priority, was I an option?

I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,I'm sorry that wasn't enough.

So, we'll go our own ways, And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you, Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,

But I guess I've learned from it. But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?

I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?

Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

7 Things [ By M.C]

I probably shouldn't say this But at times I get so scared When I think about the previous Relationship we shared It was awesome but we lost it It's not possible for me not to care And now we're standing in the rain But nothing's ever gonna change Until you hear, my dear The 7 things I hate about you!

You're vain, your games, you're insecure You love me, you like her You make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy Your friends, they're jerks When you act like them, just know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do You make me love you

It's awkward and silent As I wait for you to say What I need to hear now Your sincere apology When you mean it, I'll believe it If you text it, I'll delete it Let's be clear Oh, I'm not coming back You're taking 7 steps here

Compared to all the great things That would take too long to write I probably should mention the 7 that I like about you! Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's When we kiss I'm hypnotized You make me laugh, you make me cry But I guess that's both I'll have to buy Your hands in mine When we're intertwined, everything's alright I wanna be with the one I know And the 7th thing I like most that you do You make me love you, you do