Things You May not Know About Me [Part V]

• I've wanted to go to the Christmas tree with the person I would be dating or like ( When I do.. still single for now lol) but for one reason or another never happened yet :(
• I've seen three men cried over me. Two exes and the other one was my uncle. All of them because I was leaving one way or another. I like seeing a man cry - when its for real and not just pretend- because it shows me he is not afraid to be vulnerable and destroy all "macho" stereotypes that has been created by society ( not necessary to get to the same point]
• No matter who is or how I feel about a person, it is very easy to say good by when someone don't respect or value me  and don't look back. 
• When I am in a relationship I respect it in every way and give my all. 
• Can't handle people who don't know how to have a life outside a relationship. I know relationships need time and all but you shouldn't make it the center of your world and push the other people away. You should have and put the same effort in your personal life (friends and love), familiar and professional life. Balance!
• I don't usually " spill the beans" right away. It's the way I am, my personality. I don't play games or have a certain attitude  NO!. I say how I feel when I feel secure enough or I feel its the moment. 
• I am horrible at giving gifts because I never know what to get for the person lol no matter the occasion ( birthdays, anniversary , holidays, etc). I appreciate when the person gives me options! xD just saying XD
• I have improved in many ways but still getting better.
• Forgiving is very hard for me as for anyone. I am still in the process when it comes to 3 particular people. 
• I am more aware that people make mistakes but it depends on the vibes the person gives me for me to think about giving a chance ( in case it is more then the second)
• I LOVE kids XD
• I try to give a little present to my close family every time I go visit .. idk why but I do no matter how much they cost :3
• One of my biggest dreams is to get married and start a family.
• Sometimes I am the rock for people even when I am broken down.
• I listen to music everyday.
• I never know when a guy has a crush on me, likes me or is in love with me XD
• I am trying to be more girly.. but still a little tomboy as well XD 
• I am starting to be more interesting into make up and  fashion xD once again trying to connect to my feminine side I guess 
• Betrayal is the one thing that will make me forget about someone and eliminate them from my life.
• I am a hopeless romantic who believe in love and loves roses and all that... but I still try to see love realistically because it will never be perfect.
• what I look in a partner : consistency, stability, respect, faithfulness  & loyalty.
• Things I but the most : food XD , shoes, make up, jewelry.
• I am trying to have a better diet and exercise even though sometimes I lack of motivation :3 
• People may not see the changes or moves I make because I like to go slow but consistent and going forward even during the hardest times and storms.