Stay...

Well, it's good to hear your voice I hope you're doing fine And if you ever wonder,I'm lonely here at night I'm lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping byAnd if I could have just one wishI'd have you by my side

Oh, oh I miss you Oh, oh I need you

And I love you more than I did before And if today I don't see your face Nothing's changed, no one can take your place It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before And I'm sorry it's this way But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well, I try to live without you The tears fall from my eyes I'm alone and I feel emptyGod, I'm torn apart inside I look up at the stars Hoping you're doing the same And somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say

Say you love me more than you did before And I'm sorry that it's this way But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home And if you ask me I will stay, I will stayAlways stay

I never wanna lose you And if I had to I would choose you So stay, please always stay You're the one that I hold onto 'Cause my heart would stop without you I love you more than I did before And if today I don't see your face Nothing's changed, no one can take your place It gets harder everyday

Do You Believe in True Love... I do

Credits to Dulcineastuios, Conseguieron que varias personas se reencontraran con el amor de su vida y esto es lo que pasó. Video de Dulcienastudios para EL HORMIGUERO.

Marta Guillén, Sergi Gómez, Ismael Diallo CAMARAS. Silvia Monereo PRODUCCIÓN. Vero Barrajón y MLR sound studio SONIDO. Jose Luis TRADUCTOR. BSO A Camara lenta - Mil Disculpas.

Things that Make My Heart Beat Faster ...

Here it is a little list of the things that get to me.. that melt my heart- turn on my corny side ... or makes my heart goes faster for better or for worst (anxiety) lol #DontJudgeMe lol

1. Babies <3
2. Letter - love letters
3. Flowers
4. Little gestures that show people appreciate what I do for them starting from a sincere "thank you"Or gestures out of the blue
5. When people I care about remember my birthday!
6. When my uncle and dad show me how much they love me even though I know they are not the most expressive people in my family lol
7. Hugs from the ones I love the most / Cuddling
8. Puppies lol
9. Dark chocolate ( Ferreros etc)
10. When someone cook for me :D food <3 lol
11. Massage
12. Sincere apologies... We all make mistakes if you wanna point at someones mistake be sure to be aware and not afraid to mentioned the ones you made as well 
13. GianMarco Music <3 
14. Good surprises ... no mater how big or small they "are" as long as they come from the heart <3
15. Music - when someone dedicates you a song
16. Good morning/night text
17. Photos.. whether they are personal old pics or just pictures of things I want to happen in my life when the time comes (weddings, pregnancy, engagements rings etc)
18. When people still wants to be part of your life even thought "they don't have to"
19. When you reconnect with someone you care about after a long time.
20. When someone tells you ...." WE NEED TO TALK" lol
21. When you have to talk in public
22. When someone is honest and loyal with me. Telling the truth is always good just be respectful as well. 
23. Falling in love lol I don't fall in love easily though
24. When I see my love ones happy 

Second Chance

There are times when we want to say many things but cant put them into words. Each time we can't say what we feel, we end up speechless. Maybe it is best. Sometimes a gesture can be clearer than a word. Gestures are more stubborn than words. You can close your mouth, but mute your body is almost impossible. with a few exceptions. At the time when you reach the point of no return, the only left thing to do to is to speak up... scream how you feel.Sometimes gestures are so clear that leave us speechless ...almost with open mouths because what you least expected is happening...


When you can not say what you feel, you are stuck ...almost frozen, paralyzed, you can not advance. Often people talk about moving on right? Not to give up ... Yet it is not easy for everyone  Sometimes we do not have much strength. Actually, we do not expect neither too much nor too little, we no longer expect. How everything changed, right? Because before we wanted something for the rest of our lives... Now we are satisfied just with one more time, with another chance... the last one...
They say life is made up of second chances. Leave the past behind and even more important, both parties should learn to accept and take it into account. Whatever the reason that separated you the first time, this issue must be overcome. it should never be used as a weapon to hurt the other in an argument. Make peace with the past before you leaving it behind is the key otherwise it could be like a ghost and haunt you. If you take away that power addressing the concerns that both may have, no one can hide behind the breaker new link. What's left is only lessons learned, boundaries you both set and the love and strength to work and improve a relationship day by day.
A second opportunity is not to pick up things where they were left of a few months, days or years ago and continue as if nothing happened. In this new opportunity, both should take the time to recognize, falling in and accepted, remember that there is already a precedent and that makes a difference with any other relationship that could had begun with another person.When given a second chance is necessary for both parties to work on changes that they are going through. The person receiving the second chance  should this time shown himself/herself as he/she really is without pride, claims or arrogant attitudes waiting the other side will accept everything that comes now. The important thing is to show that if there is something that should be worked on, then they will put the effort into it, to improve as a person and improve the relationship.
It is important to recognize that who you are giving the second chance to is someone who fulfills two basic requirements, love and maturity to accept. If you got a second chance, recognize these characteristics in your partner and tell him/her. It is important that the other side knows that you value the fact to be back together.

50 Random Things about Me

I tried to think about some random things about me that I haven't shared yet... Maybe I did, maybe I didn't...shall see, right lol

1. When I eat pineapple as a fruit or juice, it makes my tongue feel itchy lol
2. I love to give perfumes as a gift whether it is to woman or man. I select them based whether or not the scent remind me of that particular person o I think it will be good for them. Yet some people get the wrong message about this -.-
3. I already have picked up the first names for my future kids ( one for a girl ,one for a boy) because my mother chose them.
4. I am a scary cat but I am very intrigue by all the paranormal stuff and anything related to it. 
5. I do not like soup.
6. I have at least 3 near death experiences lol I guess not my time right? haha
7. I never want to try to catch the brides bouquet but the only time I actually wanted to be there ( in the group of ladies) I caught it without even trying lmao... next to get married ( in my family) who knows but there are still some steps before it lol
8. I cannot concentrate unless my room or home is organized as much as possible.
9. I love to be surround by friends as much as I love my alone time. Same goes to I love to be in a relationship but also love to be single. 
10. I cannot understand the people who jump from one relationship to another like can't you just be alone and enjoy your own company that you need to start something new the next day?. I believe everyone need some time to processed whatever they lived in the relationship that just ended, learned from their mistakes and his/hers parents so you avoid some patterns and can give a true chance to the next person.
11. I have never/ will never  cheat on someone. I add it in this list because nowadays people cheat like its nothing -.-. Seriously? WTH! have some respect for the person you are with and yourself.!
12. The smell of beetroot makes me nauseous.
13. I dislike cooked tomatoes but I love them in salads lol
14. When someone I care forgets about my birthday I feel like my heart is been ripped out of my chest... no im not dramatic is sensitive lol thats one of the few things that i take my time to forget and forgive.
15. So far I haven't getting back together with an ex... I guess if I ever do it, the cards will be on the table. I would have enough reasons to make that decision ... either way only one name come to mind lol
16. I don't get electronic music .. idk I can't dance or understand it -.- I need lyrics! lol
17. I LOVE cheese yet now I am lactose intolerant -.- I seriously don't know what happened :( I used to eat cheese like it was chocolate and not I can't T.T its so sad!
18. I love the beach but I can't swim :(
19. I am not afraid of dying but the pain I may feel or not before it.
20. I hate clowns and furbys :(
21. Every time I use and elevator, I start to breath slowly cuz I am afraid to get stuck in one.
22. One of the most random and funniest thing that I have gone through with one of my exes mom is when she said to me :" Im like honey, when you try me you will not wanna let go" lol I seriously did not know how to react !
23. One tradition I have with one of my closest friend (last couple of year) is that every new years eve we go to a carnaval of good wishes and get some good luck charms for the new year lol
24. When I was 13, I had a my "model" phase lol I was modeling during that summer after that I was over it xD
25. I love to do crosswords ( in Spanish)... goal: finish one completely on my own.
    
26. I love guitars and I even own one but I still don't know how to play :(
27. I always wanted to be a ballet dancer.
28. I had a groupie moment back in high school.
29. No one knows my weakest spot... Not gonna reveal it now .. duh!
30. I know I have some stalker ( confused fans) ;) internationally lmao 
31. I used to steal candy from my grandma for my grandpa lol He was diabetic but loved candy so I would fin the way to get at least 2 or 3 eery week .. it was our secret. 
32. Cant nap because if I do, I wake up with a headache.
33. Some of my most realistic dreams have come true u.u scary!!!
34. Favorite scents: jasmine, cinnamon and vanilla.
35. I had short hair only when I was 6 and 24 XD ...need to change the game more often lol
36. when it comes to gifts and someone says "surprise me : checkmate " Im the worst I rather them to give me option and I choose what to give based on them lol
37. I have a sweet tooth lol I always keep any type of candy with me lol
38. Every time I clean I put some music on.....Peruvian style lol 
39. I tend to be territorial with the ones I care the most (Can count them in one hand)
40. I'm good writing letters...friendship -romance... Plus I will always keep the letters that my loves ones (friends, relatives, exs)have gave me so far. <3 
41. I have those moment when "I can't wait to have my own family (husband, my baby and our relatives).
42. I can't see people fighting because I'll have a panic attack... hate violence .... ( sports-fighting thats a different situation).
43. I wanted to learn kickboxing but my dad told me that sport was too manly -.-... at some point I will though lol
44. I tend to push people away without noticing ... improving that!
45. Every time I go to Peru I bring so many treats that I feel I bring a supermarket with me lol
46. Back in high school, I had my nerd time lol I was practically living in the library lol
47. 80% of my Instragram its food, drink or quotes instead of selfies " like normal people" lol
48. I am not really attracted to the color pink lol
49. If a person goes to my blacklist, it is very difficult to get out of it u.u
50. I HATE being call "mami" by strangers, friends, guys , girl friends, relatives. The only people allow to do that are my uncle (always call me like that- he's like my father ) and my future kids lol