17 Random Questions Tag

1. HOW DID YOU GET YOUR YOUTUBE USER NAME?  Taffy's world lol 

2. IF YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR NAME TO ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY? Candela ... I kind of like it lol 

3. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND GIVE YOUR YOUNGER SELF ADVICE, WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY? Be brutally honest on how you feel about everything and everyone.

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU FIRST LEARNED TO BLOW A BUBBLEGUM BUBBLE? I don't know lol

5. WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE? A doctor and a mom.

6. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT STARBUCKS? Mocha frap

7. WHAT'S THE HARDEST YOU EVER LAUGHED? I laugh a lot lol

8. IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENT, WHICH WOULD IT BE AND WHY? a guitar ! I think is sweet and sexy.

9. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO WHEN YOUR UPSET? listen to music and go for a walk.

10. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? I don't have one.

11. WHAT'S ONE FOOD YOU CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT? Peruvian food duh!

12. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT? any lol

13. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? pepperoni, pepper and mushrooms.

14. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE THE SUPERPOWER TO READ MINDS, OR THE SUPERPOWER TO BE INVISIBLE? Read minds.

15. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? I went out and shopping day XD

16. IF YOU HAD ONE PERSONAL "SELFISH" WISH, WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY? I don't know I will keep it to myself so it comes true lol

17. IF YOU WERE A POKEMON WHAT WOULD YOU BE CALLED? WHAT WOULD YOU LOOK LIKE? candemor lol 

Waiting for You

You said that you'd never hurt me Be the band-aid when I bleed But I guess that that band-aid was all made of paper 'Cause you never stuck to me And you say that you conquered the lion
Without even trying' But she only gets stronger She only bites harder and I only die fighting

You can run But you know that I know just what you've done  Save those words for one on one

So when the lights go down And the sun hits ground You should know that I won't back down (I'll be waitin' for you) Knuckles out And the guard in my mouth
When you're hungry for the next round (I'll be waitin' for you)

Yeah, don't take things too personal But you made shit personal Talkin' 'bout my bad habits
Man, fuck my bad habits Don't act like you got non

Got my name in your mouth, forgive me when I knock it out I love it when you talk about me just 'cause you don't know yourself My jabs go go for broke, your teeth is on the floor Thirty million people watchin', do you still want more? Say gracious, gon' get it, I am winnin' but you isn'tCall your dentist 'cause I meant this, I don't see no competitionGoin' wild, Mikey Tyson, born a fighter, I will triumph Bitch I thought you knew I was comin' for your title

Revival

I dive into the future But I'm blinded by the sun I'm reborn in every moment So who knows what I'll become

I feel like I've awakened lately The chains around me are finally breaking I've been under self-restoration I'm becoming my own salvation Showing up, no more hiding The light inside me is bursting, shining It's my time to butterfly

What I've learned is so vital More than just survivalThis is my revival

This is a revival

I'll walk through the fire, I'll begin again I'll burn through my skin Cause I, cause I wanna feel it

Reaching for the truth, not afraid to lose What shattered through me like a rifle was a revival I admit, it's been painful, But I'll be honest, I'm grateful

It's my time to realize

What I've learned is so vital More than just survival This is my revival

This won't take too long, you'll see I'm just trying get to me, What shattered through me like a rifle was a revival

What I've learned is so vital More than just survival This is my revival, This is a revival

Nothing like us

Lately I've been thinking,thinking about what we hadAnd I know it was hard, it was all that we knew. Have you been drinking, to take all the pain away? I wish that I could give you what you deserve

'Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you Nothing can make me feel like you do. You know there's no one, I can relate to I know we won't find a love that's so true

There's nothing like us There's nothing like you and me Together through the storm There's nothing like us There's nothing like you for me, together

I gave you everything babe Well, everything I had to give Boy, why would you push me away?

Lost in confusion, like an illusion You know I'm used to making your day But that is the past now, we didn't last now I guess that this is meant to be

Tell me, was it worth it? We were so perfect But baby I just want you to see There's nothing like us There's nothing like you and me Together through the storm There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me, together

Bye 2015 ... Hello 2016

Another year ends today. Yet this year had a different taste. It was not what I expected because for the first time I was not expecting anything to happen. That's when everything started to happen. During this year, I keep working on loving and taking care of myself in every aspect. Understanding my emotions and growing as individual and professional.

It was a year made to finish making peace with some situations that happened a while back but still hurt. A year where I let go some friendships because they were toxic for me. I give a honest and valuable friendship and I am not gonna let people take advantage of that. 

This year a couple of people came back in to my life and I am glad they did. Some came back to stay and some just to make peace with particular situations.Confronting situations, truths that hurt will always be difficult. Yet you can only play along for way too long before anyone snaps. 

I value honesty and loyalty more than ever.  There way too many people who are selfish and excuse themselves with anything so they get what they want. I try to be as honest as I can. I feel proud of that because I know I can see anyone directly to the eyes without hesitation.

I learned to forgive. I know I will never forget the things I went through but I will not make people pay for their mistakes forever. As long as you see pure intentions, starting from zero can happen. 

I know what I bring to the table. Don't get me wrong, I know I am not perfect but I also know that I give my best to any relationship I have (friendship-romance). Therefore, I will not hesitate to end a link with someone who takes me for granted no matter if I know him/her for days, weeks, months or years. If they are meant to be part of my life, our path will cross again. Otherwise, radical good bye.

I am proud I am learning to be 100% independent woman as a person and professional. Still a long way to go but I am enjoying the ride. 

2016 Start tonight, a new year full of new challenges and rewards. The big 25 in 3 weeks! Gonna keep "growing up", learning and taking all in. My goal is to be happy and the best person I can be. Who will be next to me? I don't know. For the first time, I have no expectations, no "plans" . I have short tem and long term goal and I will work for them to happen. I derserve to be happy and that is what I am going to do. 

Me Without You

Do you feel like something's missing when your skin is pressed to mine? I would whisper you a riot if you'd listen to the sound that you've ignored a thousand times...

'Cause I am only me when I'm without you,

All I ever wanted was a part of you that I couldn't break, a piece of you that I couldn't take apart, but we're in pieces now, and all you ever wanted was a part of me that I couldn't fake, I never made it easy to shape my heart, but it's not beating now, I have to let you down...

There is ice in place of answers and a cold that chills the bones, When September came and went without an answer, we were left to Fall for Winter on our own...