Another year ends today. Yet this year had a different taste. It was not what I expected because for the first time I was not expecting anything to happen. That's when everything started to happen. During this year, I keep working on loving and taking care of myself in every aspect. Understanding my emotions and growing as individual and professional.
It was a year made to finish making peace with some situations that happened a while back but still hurt. A year where I let go some friendships because they were toxic for me. I give a honest and valuable friendship and I am not gonna let people take advantage of that.
This year a couple of people came back in to my life and I am glad they did. Some came back to stay and some just to make peace with particular situations.Confronting situations, truths that hurt will always be difficult. Yet you can only play along for way too long before anyone snaps.
I value honesty and loyalty more than ever. There way too many people who are selfish and excuse themselves with anything so they get what they want. I try to be as honest as I can. I feel proud of that because I know I can see anyone directly to the eyes without hesitation.
I learned to forgive. I know I will never forget the things I went through but I will not make people pay for their mistakes forever. As long as you see pure intentions, starting from zero can happen.
I know what I bring to the table. Don't get me wrong, I know I am not perfect but I also know that I give my best to any relationship I have (friendship-romance). Therefore, I will not hesitate to end a link with someone who takes me for granted no matter if I know him/her for days, weeks, months or years. If they are meant to be part of my life, our path will cross again. Otherwise, radical good bye.
I am proud I am learning to be 100% independent woman as a person and professional. Still a long way to go but I am enjoying the ride.
2016 Start tonight, a new year full of new challenges and rewards. The big 25 in 3 weeks! Gonna keep "growing up", learning and taking all in. My goal is to be happy and the best person I can be. Who will be next to me? I don't know. For the first time, I have no expectations, no "plans" . I have short tem and long term goal and I will work for them to happen. I derserve to be happy and that is what I am going to do.
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