Bye 2015 ... Hello 2016

Another year ends today. Yet this year had a different taste. It was not what I expected because for the first time I was not expecting anything to happen. That's when everything started to happen. During this year, I keep working on loving and taking care of myself in every aspect. Understanding my emotions and growing as individual and professional.

It was a year made to finish making peace with some situations that happened a while back but still hurt. A year where I let go some friendships because they were toxic for me. I give a honest and valuable friendship and I am not gonna let people take advantage of that. 

This year a couple of people came back in to my life and I am glad they did. Some came back to stay and some just to make peace with particular situations.Confronting situations, truths that hurt will always be difficult. Yet you can only play along for way too long before anyone snaps. 

I value honesty and loyalty more than ever.  There way too many people who are selfish and excuse themselves with anything so they get what they want. I try to be as honest as I can. I feel proud of that because I know I can see anyone directly to the eyes without hesitation.

I learned to forgive. I know I will never forget the things I went through but I will not make people pay for their mistakes forever. As long as you see pure intentions, starting from zero can happen. 

I know what I bring to the table. Don't get me wrong, I know I am not perfect but I also know that I give my best to any relationship I have (friendship-romance). Therefore, I will not hesitate to end a link with someone who takes me for granted no matter if I know him/her for days, weeks, months or years. If they are meant to be part of my life, our path will cross again. Otherwise, radical good bye.

I am proud I am learning to be 100% independent woman as a person and professional. Still a long way to go but I am enjoying the ride. 

2016 Start tonight, a new year full of new challenges and rewards. The big 25 in 3 weeks! Gonna keep "growing up", learning and taking all in. My goal is to be happy and the best person I can be. Who will be next to me? I don't know. For the first time, I have no expectations, no "plans" . I have short tem and long term goal and I will work for them to happen. I derserve to be happy and that is what I am going to do. 

Me Without You

Do you feel like something's missing when your skin is pressed to mine? I would whisper you a riot if you'd listen to the sound that you've ignored a thousand times...

'Cause I am only me when I'm without you,

All I ever wanted was a part of you that I couldn't break, a piece of you that I couldn't take apart, but we're in pieces now, and all you ever wanted was a part of me that I couldn't fake, I never made it easy to shape my heart, but it's not beating now, I have to let you down...

There is ice in place of answers and a cold that chills the bones, When September came and went without an answer, we were left to Fall for Winter on our own...

Routine vs Reality

How many of us have use routine to escape from realities? If you say you haven't, I am pretty sure you are lying to yourself.  Routine helps us play it safe whether it is about your career or personal life. Routines are easy to follow and that is why is so easy to fall into them without even realize it.

Jumping off that routine, taking the risk to follow a new love/ new old love, new job, new dream is hard but sometimes worth it when doing it for the right reasons. So many people stay in a unhealthy relationships for different reasons plus it is always easier than start from scratch. Unhealthy relationship can vary from relationship to relationship. It is not only related to violence. If you don't know how to identify one I leave you a couple of examples if bad "routines"

• If you are with someone you dint love but act like you do just because you don't want to be alone.
• You keep cheating on your partner
• You keep bringing your partner down or vice-versa
• You know you are in love with someone else but do not want to admit it to yourself or your partner
• If you jump from one relationship to another in matter of hours or days, that a very toxic cycle.
• Toxic friendships. You keep those friend who stab you in the back way to many times that you lost count. They would talk extremely poor about you to strangers and even your love ones.
• That crappy job. They will take advantage of you but you are there because you need it or you are afraid. 

No one says that open up your eyes will be easy. It never is! But it is important for you to see that you deserve to be happy in the right way ( not stepping on people or playing games). If you don't try to pursuit you happiness, NO ONE will do it for you. So get out of that "stupid comfort zone"... confess your love, confess your dream and follow it with your heart and head in the right place.  Break up with that nasty and toxic relationship that you have and ask your love to be only yours. Get the new job that you want! ( get it before quitting lol we all pay bills ). Get that new hair cut you so want but everyone is against lol

If you are truly happy, everyone will notice!  Stop denying to yourself the chance to feel true love, true passion, true happiness because you want to do what is "correct-right". You will do the right thing by being honest, truly honest to YOU and the ones around- next to you

100 Question Tag

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?   Closed
2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?   No
3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?    In
4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?   No
5:Do you like to use post-it notes?  Yes
6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?  Sometimes
7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?   Big bear
8:Do you have freckles?   No
9:Do you always smile for pictures?   Most of the time 
10:What is your biggest pet peeve?   IDK
11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?   No
12:Have you ever peed in the woods?   No lol
13:What about pooped in the woods?   Nop lol
14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?   Of course lol 
15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?   no
16:How many people have you slept with this week?   Non of your business lmao
17:What size is your bed?   Big enough for me to sleep amazing lol
18:What is your Song of the week?   Love yourself by justing Bieber
19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?   Of course. Wear whatever you like!
20:Do you still watch cartoons?  Not really
21:Whats your least favorite movie?   The Notebook
22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?   IDK
23:What do you drink with dinner?   Juice
24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?   Barbecue sauce
25:What is your favorite food?   Food!
26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?   Comedies
27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?   him <3
28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?   lol
29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?    Maybe for 1 billion of $
30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?   2 Years ago
31:Can you change the oil on a car?   I wish
32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?   Never
33:Ever ran out of gas?   Never
34:Favorite kind of sandwich?   egg and bacon
35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?....depends on my mood
36:What is your usual bedtime?   M-F 10 
37:Are you lazy?   Sometimes
38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?   Gypsy
39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?   I don't know lol
40:How many languages can you speak?   Two (English and Spanish)
41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?   No
42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?   Legos
43:Are you stubborn?   Sometimes
44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?     who?
45:Ever watch soap operas?    I am a latina that should answer your questions lol
46:Are you afraid of heights?  YES :(
47:Do you sing in the car?   Yes lol
48:Do you sing in the shower?   No lol
49:Do you dance in the car?   Sometimes
50:Ever used a gun?   Once! so cool 
51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?   February 2015
52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?   Yeah
53:Is Christmas stressful?   Sometimes
54:Ever eat a pierogi?   No
55:Favorite type of fruit pie?   Apple pie
56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?    doctor and a mom
57:Do you believe in ghosts?  Totally
58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?    Yes!
59:Take a vitamin daily?   Yes
60:Wear slippers?   Yes
61:Wear a bath robe?   Yes
62:What do you wear to bed?   It depends on my mood tons of clothes, something light or naked lol
63:First concert?   Rock Festival (2007)
64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?   Target
65:Nike or Adidas?   Adidas
66:Cheetos Or Fritos?   Cheetos
67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?   Peanuts
68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?   Nop
69:Ever take dance lessons?   Nop
70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?   No. I want him to be doing what he wants and love.
71:Can you curl your tongue?   Yes XP
72:Ever won a spelling bee?   No :( but I won't math contests lol
73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?   Yes Two months ago when I saw my baby cousin birth 
74:Own any record albums?   couple
75:Own a record player?  no
76:Regularly burn incense?  Sometimes
77:Ever been in love?   Totally madly in love
78:Who would you like to see in concert?   Gianmarco, Romeo, Simple plan
79:What was the last concert you saw? All time Low
80:Hot tea or cold tea?   Ice tea
81:Tea or coffee?  Coffee
82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?   Sugar
83:Can you swim well?   Not at all
84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?   No
85:Are you patient?   Sometimes
86:DJ or band, at a wedding?    DJ
87:Ever won a contest?   Yes
88:Ever have plastic surgery?   No
89:Which are better black or green olives?   Both
90:Can you knit or crochet?   I used to
91:Best room for a fireplace?    Living room 
92:Do you want to get married?   Oh yeah one of my dreams
93:If married, how long have you been married?    Single
94:Who was your HS crush?   A1 and we were together for a year till I move to the US. We are good friends though
95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?   No
96:Do you have kids?... Not yet
97:Do you want kids?... YES!
98:Whats your favorite color?   Purple, blue, black, wine red
99:Do you miss anyone right now? ...him a2 </3

Fears, Insecurities and A Little More

Fear, That Four Letter Word That We All Run From Or Even Judge. People Can Judge You Based On Your Fears And Insecurities.  Lately I Have Been Thinking That Fears And Insecurities Are The One Or At Least Have So Many Things In Common.  Many Of Our Insecurities Are Based Of The Fear Of Not Being Good Enough For The Ones We Love The Most ( Including Ourselves Of Course). 
Most of the time fears and insecurities have a negative connotation. I certainly don't believe they are negative. Let me explain, anything in big amounts or that damage you anyone you love is negative. Fears and insecurities can be seen as little "flags"  to keep our feet on the ground. Fear can keep us away from dangerous situations that can harm us physically, emotionally or psychologically. They will make us think twice before acting and doing it. That is good. The bad part of fears is that if we are not careful when analyzing them, we can let them stop us from living. There is were you need to find your balance and differentiate which is the case. On the other side, insecurities are the flags that let you know that there may be things you can improve and work on. No one is perfect; therefore, there is always something to work on just don't use this to destroy yourself and self confidence. 

Always be aware to that little voice that may warn you about what can happen. If you know it is irrational, fight it! You are the only one who will stop you from being happy. People can get on the way. Yet what is meant for you, will be yours sooner or later. Just have faith and be positive. Always give your 200% :) Finally make it happen! If you want that loe to be your, make it happen. Want that job, show you are worth of the opportunity. You got this. Just do it!

Not The Same One

Three months ago i received a call that i was not expecting whatsoever. someone i really care about who was going through one of the hardest moment of his life. after talking for an hour or two, we ended up talking about the past. we know each other 8 years going to 9 in january. we talked and remember many things we went through together and individually. we talked about how we pictured our lives by now. it was incredible to see that what we taught we will be doing a 25 is not exactly the same that what actually happened. at that moment he said something that left me thinking for a long time - months- .
Back when I was 16, I thought I knew how my life will be now. To a certain point I even plan it out with times and everything. I though I was gonna be living in Peru. My career path was going to be medicine. The most important was that I thought I was going to be at least engaged or dating the love of my life by now. Yes I said starting a family was the most important thing... so what! For me, having a family has been always one of my biggest dreams follow by having a good career path. 

Life can change unexpectedly in just one second. My reality is that I am here at almost 25 single. Lost my mom. Living in another country. But hey not everything is bad. The good things is that even though I did not follow medicine; I have two majors. I have an associates in Business, a bachelors in Economics with concentration in business economics and a minor in Women and gender Studies. not bad right? Plus now I am bilingual ( not intended lol) Whether or not I met the love of my life will not be disclosed ;) 

I am not near where I want to be in my life - in general. But I am working on giving my best in every situation. I am not perfect not that I am trying to portray that. I know I can be impatient, extremely reserved with my feelings, emotional, caring- way too much -,. jealous at times (extremely rarely), stubborn, and have a huge pride. Hey hey before you get all excited about me listing my flaws. Let me remind you and I the good things about me - balance! I am caring, I forgive when I truly love, love to help, love to love. I am always willing to give you a hand if you need me no matter if we are on good or bad terms. I am loyal and faithful. The one thing I don't know if everyone will think is good or bad is that I am brutally honest. I never had filter when expressing my opinion or feelings but since my mom died, it has intensified lol Be warned if you ask me how I feel/think about you/ a situation, 200% honesty will come out of me. That will no change for anyone.

Going back to the story which started this whole post. I don't know how my life could have been if I didn't make the choices I did. There is no way to find out. I will never change my essence. I don't believe in "change" but I do believe people can fight against their own demons. You can improve and get worst. I know I have improve in many ways but also got worst. I do not have patience for bullshit. If you lie or betray me, I will cut you out of my life. Drastic yes but I wanna be surround and give myself and my time to worthy people. 

If you ask me if I am the same person who left Peru in 2008, I am not. The innocent and at times weak woman. The one who will do anything to get out of the "spot light" The one who will wait for someone to help her make choices. The one who will fight no to go out of her comfort zone. That person is not the same. I have jumped out of my comfort zone long time ago and I keep doing it every day or at least I try to. I am completely independent right now which I am extremely proud of.  So please never under or over estimate me. I am just me. I will not please anyone. I will always listen the advice of my love ones, think about and IF THEY ARE RIGHT, I will modify things around otherwise everything will e the same. There is a difference between listen to someone advice and changing for them ! Last and one of the most important things that change in me is that now I will fight for my happiness and my love ( when I am in-love) against anything and anyone. Not going to make the mistake I did in the past. Lesson learn at that moment and always. 

P.D if you ever want to send suggestions about what you want me to write about please feel free to leave a comment or send it through askfm/EstefanyHurtadoTrabucco [there you can send suggestions and ask question giving your name or anonymously]  :)

The EX tag

1. What Is The Weirdest & Most Embarrassing Break Up You’ve Had?   None
2. What Is The Funniest Breakup You’ve Had?  I Don't Thing Any Break Up Is Funny >.>
3. What Is The Most Awkward ‘Bump Into Your Ex’ Moment You’ve Ever Had?   When I Met My Ex's Kid And He Told The Little Boy " I Wanted Her To Be Your Mom"
4. What Is The Worst Thing You’ve Seen Or Done On Social Media When It Comes To Your Ex? I Don't Know Lol
5. What Is The Quickest And Longest Time It Has Taken For You To Get Over An Ex? The Quickest 6 Months The Longest 2 Years
6. Have You Ever Had A Rebound And How Long Did It Last?   Never. I Hater When Someone Jumps From Relationship To Relationship Like They Break Up With You Today And Tomorrow Have A New Bf/Gf Disgusting!
7. What Is The Most Inappropriate Experience You Have Had With An Ex In Public? He Questioning Me About The Person I Was Dating And acting All Jealous In Front Of All Our Friends Lol
8. It’s Not All Bad! Tell Us A Good Ex Story. Are You Friends Now? Or Have You Set Him Up With A Friend? The Two Main Ex Out The 4 Ones Are Still Good Friend Of Mine. One Of Them Was My Rock When My Mom Was Dying And The Other One Always Has Good Advice
9. Pull The Face You Made When You Saw Your Ex For The First Time After Breaking Up. I Put A Bitch Face Like I Am Superior Lol I Know I Know I Am Mean Jk :)

Scary Tag

1. Scariest Real-Life Experience? When I Almost Got Shot On January (The Day Before My Bday -.-)
2. Scariest Paranormal Experience? When I Saw A Dark Shadow At My Old House.
3. Have You Ever Known Anyone Convicted Of A Violent Crime? Stealing Hearts Count? ;) Lol
4. Are You Afraid Of The Dark? Why Or Why Not? Yes Because I Feel Im Blind And Out Of Control.
5. Does Your Hometown Have Any Scary Stories Or Legends? Probably
6. What Is Your Favorite Urban Legend? Don't Have One.. I Like A Good Scary Story
7. What Is Your Scariest Nightmare? When People Tried To Kill Me And It Felt Way Too Real.

Dream Tag

Do You Dream?   Yes
What Did You Dream About Last Night?   That I Was Marry To One Of My Exes Lol But Hey We Were Very Successful Together Lol
How Many Dreams Do You Usually Remember? Some Of Them
Do You Have A Dream Journal? Nop
How Often Do You Have Nightmares? Once In A Blue Moon
Do You Lucid Dream? Sometimes
Do You Dream In Color?    Always
Do You Dream In First Person?  I Think So?
Do You Have Recurring Dreams? Just Once
Have You Ever Had Déjà Vu? Yes 

Mark My Words

Mark my words, that's all that I have Mark my words, give you all I got  In every way I will
You're the only reason why I don't wanna live a lie

So you heard it all before Falling in and out of trust Trying to rekindle us
Only to lose yourself But I won't let me lose you And I won't let us just fade away
After all that we've been through I'ma show you more than I ever could say

50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?-  Sleeping lol
2. Who are you in love with?- Him <3 a2
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?- No !
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?- My nail file
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?- A couple of months ago
6. Are you wearing socks right now?- nope
7. Does your family have a car worth over $2,000?- Yes
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?- I don't drive >.<
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?- Nope
10. Are you hot?- Funny you should ask, of course I am lol
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?- coffee
12. What are you wearing right now?- Aerie sweat pants and a top
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?- I don't have a car
14. Last food that you ate?-  just had breakfast :)
15. Where were you last week at this time?- Somewhere around NJ
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?- Nope!
17. When is the last time you ran?- Uh....never? Lol
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?- Uh....none? Hahha
19. What is your favorite animal?- Tiger
20. Your dream vacation?- Greece or  anywhere in Europe 
21. Last person's house you were in?- Idk lol
22. Worst injury you've ever had?  Broke my left pinky 
23. Have you been in love?- Yes :)
24. Do you miss anyone right now?- Yep I wish I see him soon!!!!
25. Last play you saw?- That I wasn't in? Oh gosh...uhhh 
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?- Just being myself :)
27. What are your plans for tonight?- Open to surprises :)
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?- Don't use my space lol
29. Next trip you are going to take?- Who knows !
30. Ever go to camp?- Yes
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?- Yes 
32. What do you want to know about the future?- If I'll be happy
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?-  212
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?- Yes
35. Where is your best friend?- Probably sleeping lol hopefully wakes up ASAP we gotta talk! lmao
36. How is your best friend?- Busy lol
37. Do you have a tan?- I guess so
38. What are you listening to right now?- Sorry by Justing Bieber .. Don't judge me ! lol
39. Do you collect anything?- Makeup
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?- K
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?- Cant remember lol
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?- hahahah maybe
43. What does your last text message say?- " No problem we got this " 
44. Do you like hot sauce?- yesssss
45. Last time you took a shower?- this morning
46. Do you need to do laundry?- Nope
47. What is your heritage?- Peruvian, Italian
48. Are you someone's best friend?- Yess
49. Are you rich?- By some people's standards yes, by others, no.
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?- Its a secret ;)

My First Time

Do you still talk to your FIRST love? Yes
What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? Wine or champagne 
Who was the FIRST person to text you today? Alejandra 
Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? him <3
Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Miss Silvia. 
Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? By myself >.<
Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk? Yaneti and kinda lol
Where was your FIRST sleep over? Back kindergarten lol
What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? Check my phone
FIRST broken bone? My left pinky
FIRST piercing? ears when I was a baby then belly bottom
FIRST foreign country you’ve gone to? USA
FIRST movie you remember seeing? Anaconda
When was your FIRST detention? never got detention I was an angel 0=)
Who was your FIRST roommate? Live "alone" 
If you had one wish, what would it be? Only my heart knows.
What is the FIRST thing you do when you get home? Eat! 
What was your first car? No car yet =/
Who was the first person who you cared more about their well being than your own? My mom
When was your first public speaking success? Back when I was in high school 
when was the first time you got stitches? When I was 6 and broke my chin 
When was the first time you stayed up all night and watched the sunrise? When I was 15 after a quinceanera lol
What was the first thing you learned to cook? Lomo saltado
What was your first paying job? Administrative Assistant.
When was the first time you flew on an airplane? When I moved to the US
What was the first concert you went to see? It was a rock festival.
What was your first bike like? I don't know the brand lol but it was  all pink o.o hey I was 4 or 5 lol
When was the first time you shot a gun? in 2012. I shot a 22
When was the first time you moved houses? I was a baby lol
When was the first time you through a punch? I was 16 or so I punch a wall and scratch my hand lol
When was the first time you quit a job? Not a quitter
What was the first professional sporting event you went to? none
When was the first time you realized you are good at your job? All the time lol
When was your first regrettable hair style? Bangs >.< (straight ones)
What was your first business venture? can't tell lol 
How old were you when you first left home? 17 when I moved.
When you the first time you cut class? Back in 2009 lol
How old where you when you had your first kiss? 4 and 15 lol
When was the first time you went fishing? Never
How old where you when you got your first computer? 6
When was the first time you stood up for your self? when I was 16

20 Questions TAG!

Here are the questions:

1.Thing you cannot leave the house without? My keys, my wallet and phone.
2.Favorite brand of makeup? two face and kat von D
3.Favorite Flowers? orquids and red roses 
4.Fav clothing stores? forever 21 and charlotte ruse
5.Fav perfume? marc jacobs
6.Heels or flats? everyday flats, celebrations heels
7.Do you make good grades? yes?
8.Fav colors? blue, purple, black and red
9.Do you drink energy drinks? now and then
10.Do you drink juice? yes
11.Do you like swimming? can't swim :(
12.Do you eat fries with a fork? yes lol
13.Whats your fav moisturizer? none in particular
14.Do you want to get married later on in life? its one of my dreams
15.Do you get mad easily? no
16.Are you into ghost hunting? yes :D!
17.Any phobias? clowns and heights 
18.Do you bite your nails? no
19.Have you ever had a near death experience? 3 so far lol
20.Do you drink coffee? now and then

I Never Told You...

I miss those green eyes How you kiss me at night I miss the way we sleep Like there's no sunrise Like the taste of your smile I miss the way we breathe But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you

I see your green eyes Every time I close mine You make it hard to see Where I belong to When I'm not around you It's like I'm not with me

I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
Can't believe that I still want you (loving you I should have never walked away)
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you

TMI TAG

1: What are you wearing? My Pjs lol

2: Ever been in love? yes madly in love lol

3: Ever had a terrible breakup? I think only 1 ... either way what break up will be good one?

4: How tall are you? 5' 3 >.<

5: How much do you weigh? more than 100 lb lol

6: Any tattoos? 2. One in my left ring finger and the other one on my ribs - right side-

7: Any piercings? 3 ear piercings and one belly bottom 

8: OTP? No clue what that means sorry lol =/

9: Favorite show? Too many to mention but... Bones, the black list, revenge, 24, House, TWD, Games of thrones, the following, Melissa and joey, undateable, rules of engagement and pretty little liars. 

10: Favorite bands? Simple plan, teen angels, sleeping with sirens, five finger death punch,shinedown, nickel back, many more

11: Something you miss? Him and my family.

12: Favorite song? Always by killswitch  engage. 

13: How old are you? 24

14: Zodiac sign? Capricorn

15: Quality you look for in a partner? Loyalty and honesty

16: Favorite Quote? "What it is meant for you no matter what it will be"

17: Favorite actor? don't have one

18: Favorite color? Red, black , purple and blue

19: Loud music or soft? Both

20: Where do you go when you’re sad? To the beach

21: How long does it take you to shower? 25 min

22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? it depends ... between 10 min to 1 hour lol

23: Ever been in a physical fight? No 

24: Turn on? The feeling of being wanted by the one you love

25: Turn off? Lies

26: The reason I joined Blogger?  A way to take off my chest thoughts and feeling to a certain point.

27: Fears? I hate clowns lol 

28: Last thing that made you cry? Watching a video of my baby cousin.. that just melted my heart

29: Last time you said you loved someone? I say I love you to my family but to a man... well at least 2 years.

30: Meaning behind your Blogger? People being able to share thought and interests. 

31: Last book you read? The day I shot cupid by Jennifer Love Hewitts. 

32: The book you’re currently reading? None.

33: Last show you watched? Bones

34: Last person you talked to? Alejandra

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted? Best friends.

36: Favorite food?Any type of seafood 

37: Place you want to visit? Europe

38: Last place you were? My room? lol

39: Do you have a crush? I think so 

40: Last time you kissed someone? A week ago lol

41: Last time you were insulted? I don't know lol

42: Favorite flavor of sweet? Dark chocolate 

43: What instruments do you play?? I wish I play guiar even more having the perfect one lol

44: Favorite piece of jewelry? Rings that were given by someone important to me

45: Last sport you played? I don't remember o.o

46: Last song you sang? Loca by Shakira ( english version)

47: Favorite chat up line? I don't have one

48: Have you ever used it? No

49: Last time you hang out with anyone? Last night with my buddy

50: Who should answer these questions next? Whoever feels like it lol

Loca

She's playin' dumb all the time Just to keep it fun To get you on like  Be careful amigo She’s talking and walking just to wake you up She’d die for your love But your love’s only mine, boy !

Sigo tranquila Sippin’ my Corona Like it’s nothin’ goin' on I ain’t leavin’ you aloneWhat is meant for me No other girl is gonna take it So give him up!

I’m crazy, but you like it You like that it ain’t easy (loca, loca, loca)

You’re the one for me And for her no more Though you think she got it all I got one kiki

There’s a lot of things That I’d do to please you Take you to the medico por el caminito Is that your girlfriend looking for me who through vyfal Cuz we’re gonna get some Mambo Oh, what she do in the Laui?

I really can't help it If I make the lady loca I don’t want no trouble

I just wanna him (Ooh!)