Last night

   Well since I came back from my last trip, I have been thinking about everything that has been happening in my life during this year- the good, bad and neutral-. I've been able to see how everything fall into place getting me where I am right now whether I like it or not...good or bad. One change after another that's how I would describe my life. Some of them have brought tears others smiles but what I am sure is that I am growing strong from every single experience.
   Last night was quite interesting after having 3 deep talks[ with 3 different people by the way]. Each one of them deeper than the other. I have come to the point that I won't complain about what can be going on cuz what will be the point ? If I want to change or improve something, I gotta do it by and for myself to see it happening. Wishing will not be enough, actions are required. Now I have many positive things in mind that I want to happen and will work for. As people close (or not so much) to me have told me "I am too good  of a person not to find happiness by myself and even more with someone I love and care so much whether I already know that special one or will know soon enough."

   I am very happy even though things are far from perfect and how I would like them to be. I am in peace with myself and know that I will work on my relationships with God, the people I love and myself. Things have started to fall into place which surprises me but again it is cool. Now just time to wait for the outcome and I know for sure it will be beneficial for me.I am learning to see things from a different perspective and opening myself to new things and experiences as long as they will be right for me and what I am looking for myself in every aspect of my life.Definitely I feel I will not be the same after these couple of week somehow a new me " is being born" Feeling determined to work on my goals and be as happy as I can be.I have my priorities straight. Time to keep on  going, one step at a time and enjoying the journey which is bringing things I didn't expect but are surprising in a mysterious way.