Letting Go... D.O.N.E

I am the kind of person who may go through the hardest storm and will try to be the calmest she can so she can be the support everyone needs. People come to me for advice, support or some tough love – honesty. That's me! I love helping people and knowing I made a difference even for only 5 seconds. I am nice maybe sometimes too nice to people who is not as nice to me as I am. I forgive but never forget and I know I still have some work to do when it comes to that. I’m always been there when people need me even if they disappoint me and break my heart. I put myself out there BUT it doesn’t mean I deserve to be walked over. I was feeling emotionally exhausted for the first time in my life. I just felt like " I’M DONE"... Now I am feeling better about me and everything in my life. Finding and starting new chapters in my life and knowing there is still a lot of things coming up whether they are amazingly good or not so much. Yet I decided I’m done putting myself out there for people who take it for granted and think I am always going to be that way no matter how they treat me or what they do to me. I put my ½ but the other person wants me to do theirs? No! I’m tired of people making me feel I have to prove them how I feel about them; hey it’s a two ways street! I am tired to be the one who listen but wont have anyone who will listen to me I want you to show it too. I’m tired of feeling I have no one to count on… I’m just too tired of the same b.s from the same people…

Maybe I will not change completely because that's how I am and I chose to be but some adjustment will be done for sure. If those people want to keep acting like they do till now, I will just put some distance … I will go away to look for my happiness. I deal with my own problems like I’ve always had and always will. That’s not the problem. The problem is that some people do not stop to acknowledge I may be hurting too because they know I’m strong and I will keep on going. I will keep being me but slightly selfish. I need to think on me because I’ve never done it… If people deserve the sweet me they will get it. If they don’t, I will just be absent not going to keep on trying … not anymore. Want to come back; you can as long as your intentions are good and true. Good-bye to the naïve me I guess…Time to be a little tough when it is required. The new me is still sweet and caring but a little tougher than before. I am good and know what I am and what I deserve for me and for my life.