29 may 2014

Cold Ice

So today is one of those days where I feel and ice cold sensation in my chest. Will it be my intuition warning something bad or sad will happen or will be just an accumulation o inner feeling and thoughts... I just have the feeling I will find that out soon, sooner than I expect it .. I just know that no matter what I do I have that feeling that I wanna burst into tears any second but I will hold it together ... For today it is okay for me to deal and feel it but tomorrow I gotta find the way To feel better and if there is no way I will have to creat it . I really wanna have a cold heart like before but I can't give up on myself that way . For better or for worst my heart was woken up a while ago so I gotta make things work for myself now ... My heart beats , loves and gets sad like any other SO before you judge me at least talk to me so you ca TRY just try to understand what I may be going through

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