Things U May Not Know About Me [Part I]

• When I'm mad ( no matter what level) I'm quiet. If you try to talk to me I will ask for some space-time out. If you push me I will warn you I will say something mean ... push one more time, you will hear it lol
• I like to drink yes BUT my top is 4 drinks... I don't like to get drunk. I know my limits but I wont try to get any closer unless there is a BIG reason. 
• I HATE CHEATERS, LIARS ... people who seriously don't know the meaning of the word "LOYALTY"
•  I may act cold but I'm very sensitive and caring
• I have a tattoo of my mom's lips and signature
• My dreams are to be a good professional and awesome mother :)
• Only one person made me wake up and really think I can get married and start a family ( before I couldn't even picture it)
• I don't say "I Love You" easily unless I'm 200% sure of it..
• The walls on my room are somewhat covered with some of my drawings
• I love guns but I get nervous shooting.
• I like cleaning specially before I need to do something so I can focus or as a stress release type of thing [ yeah I am weird like that]
• Two out of my four exs thought about marrying me or live with me.
• Only 5 of the closet people in my life *not blood related* have seen me cried. If you are one of them .. you're lucky which mean I FREAKING TRUST you to see me that vulnerable.
• I have only one best girl- friend . We've been friends for 10 years so far.
• I give many chances to people  sometimes even more than they deserve.
• I forgave someone who was not loyal to me once .. NEVER AGAIN.
• I kinda know the type of engagement ring I want  and kinda ( not really) have the idea of the weeding dress I want... hey for a girl this is weird.. most women know all details lmao 
• I love long and tight hugs from the people I love the most
• Death made me realize that from now on I'm not gonna take anything less than what I deserve in all relationship I have : family, friends, romantically, and professionally.
• Most of the time the hardest things you will go through happens all at once ( last year august - September) but that when you realize you are stronger than what you and anyone else thinks.
• The past comes back for many reasons
• It was meant to be
• Test
• Grief - answer questions
• I enjoy time alone as much as I enjoy spending time with my love ones
• My friends think I was supposed to be a doctor and psychologist instead of an economist